is it today or tomorrow ?! we never know

why lately i feel like i only have a few day to live in this world..
its really scary me..
n bcoz i always do wrong to my family, friends, n God it makes me more terrified..
bcoz of that, i hope that all of you can forgive me for what i've done to you all..
im happy coz i had people like you all around me n makes my life happier..

I Hate Life Goes Like This !!!

korg please aq merayu jgn aa cemtu ooh..
aq btol2 x tahan kalu bnde tu asyek berulang jew..

im getting tired n sick wit it..

aq ngn korg x pnah ad mslh ok..
like i said tht i really love you both as my best friends..
n even korg ckp sumthing psl aq yg mayb korg pike aq mrah

BUT !!!!

aq x pnah mrah kt korg..
agy pn aq da ltih nk mrah2 org nie..
so i hope tht WE can b like b4 kay!!

Manusia Semakin Pelik & Membingungkan

ini agy satu masalah..
aq benci btol owg pandang kerek ngan aq..
ko kalu x puas ati ckp aa..
yang ko pandang kerek kt aq apsal..??
gaye ko mcm aq kcau gf ko jew..
come on laa weyh..
jangan la igt dri tu hebat sgt..
ko igt aq takot kew ngan ko..
fuck laa weyh..
ko ad mslh ckp ngan aq..
nk jeling2 pgy tmpt laen aa weyh..

Lari Lari Lari

ouy kau !!
aq ckp nie bkn nk sindir kau ok..
tp sbnrnye aq cdey ngn kau..
ckup lah kau asyek larikn dri jew..
kau x pnat n x jemu kew..
aq nk kau cube branikn dri ntk kebaikn dri kau..
jgn aa asyek sembunyi kn dri dlm cengkerang kau jew..
please be brave 4 ur own benefit ok..
mcm aq ckp aq xd niat nk kutuk kau..
im just telling youu..

I Hate Loneliness But It Love Me

i knw tht we all hate to be alone rite..
i was waiting for the rite person for me..
n i dont want to be like wht hppn in the past..
its fucking kill me..

i want sumone tht really understand me..
i want sumone tht caring bout me..
i want sumone tht always be with me no matter wht hppn..
n i wantsumone tht really love me..

i wonder whether tht person is really exist or not..

haihhh -_____-"

something that will never happen

why im bcome like this..
oh my God i miss her so much..
i hope i can be sumone special for her..
but i knw tht it'll never ever hppn..
ahh im cnfused..

please sumone help me to throw away tht feelings
i cant stand anymore..

haihh why im so easy like sumone..
thank goodness tht i finish my studies..
then i'll never meet her again..

Kesilapan Yang Melampau

sume owg dlm dunia nie msti akn bwat silap..
but jgn aa melebih lbih plak..
kang x psl2 owg yg kte x ingini sakiti akn terase sakit..
so kalu xnk bnde cemtu tejadi kne aa pndi jge lidah tuu..
jgn maen lpas jew ckp tuu..

nie sbnrnye peringatan kt aq..
but aq harap kowg jgn aa bwat kesilapan yg bodoh cmni ok..

hmm maybe aq x patut sme sekali di maafkn tp aq harap kau maafkn la eh..
aq patut bepikir dlu sebelum ckp sesuatu yg x patut di cakap..
i shud thinkbout ur feelings..
so i hope u'll forgive me ok..
i'll never said like tht again..
i knw u are so sensitive..
im sorry from da bottom of my heart..